this year has been eventful
lots of deaths and tears
ive never felt this way.
its odd coz on other years i whine about nth.
and now there's things to be sad about
real things

i cried alot
i feel so lost
i want to run away
from everything.
but i know i shouldnt.

i dont feel important anymore
do you think of me?
i always think of you
but nowadays i feel that ure gg away
am i still beautiful in ur eyes?
i hope so