these two boys came over at my house today,
we wrestled for like half an hour.
the one in the left bit me five times, ahah.
the one on the right just kept on hugging my leg.
and both superslammed me.
they strangled me,
haha, what a way to treat an aunty.
but their fun.
and handsome too. ^^

they found the body of my cousin just now.
he's gone.

if there's such things like heaven,
he is supposed to be there.
he better be.
he deserves nothing less.
u were one heck of a fun cousin


Papa has to go for an operation.
a heart op.
hm. i hope it goes on smoothly.

why must everything happen now.
argh.

i attempted on doing something like the chinese opera.
with no reference, i guess it turned out not too bad.
so, im almost done with my video for art.
and im really fond of it.

so so, im gonna bring JENGGA on monday.
and all of us are gg to play during ART.
so wonderful.
i cant wait.
our class is finally starting to warm to each other.
haha.

and i fasted today~~
hehe/

im listening to beyonce. she is damn sexy.
meow.

haha.
during art we started playing jengga.
like uno stacko.
was suuuuuuuuuuperrr fun dee duperr larsxsxzx.
hahah.
it was funny coz everyone was shouting.
me, alison syarini olivia shafarie terrence yuan er
had such a great time together.
CLASS BONDING siol.
ahha.

my cousin is missing.
in the sea.
he made it on the front page of the malay paper two days ago
he has been missing for five days.
if there is a god,
bring him back.
please.

father fainted.
i cant take this much worry.
but ive got to.

i think ive lost faith.
but i must not.

my ninja gang.
i miss them.
im way behind my training.
haha. i miss the girl hugging the blue bag.
she's amazing.
i miss Jason sir, Rafie, Gek Swee,

i miss training.
i miss running.
i miss learning new kicks.
i miss rolling on the floor
i miss Marcus
i miss talking to them.
i miss being at the office taking attendence.
i misss doing sit-ups.
i miss them laughing at me.
i miss punching.
i miss sparring.
i miss the discipline.
i miss the stretched feeling after warm up.
i miss punching.
i miss defending myself from kicks.
i miss their laughter.

i miss them all.

its three in the mornin
on the fourth of september.
and i am wide awake. T.T

omfg

so its the fastin month and all.
huu.

papa's bday was ytd.
did a card
its beside his table at the hospital.
hmm
he didnt feel too well.
i hope he'll be fine.