a sad attempt on taking that tree,
on my cameraphone. god, who am i kidding.

i was so mesmerized by the golden yellow of a few of the leaves
and the sun was just right.
but my phone refuses to capture that
beautiful moment.
pleah.

tomorrow is tchers day.
i dont have anything to give.

i still havent started on the mini movie.
oh poo.
i need actors.
hmmmm =)
i might have someone......

toodles

HOW CUTE IS THAT. god!!
i can squish itt.... squissshhyyy. arhghghgh.
sigh~

so, it was bf birthday ytd.
i did him a card, i guess it was alright. i think.
im supposed to do art.....jaaahjaaahjaaaaaah.

ok.
i should.... gooo.... byeeeeeeeee

a picture i took
nothin special~
going to start on my mini movie.
for art .

i drew a geisha just now.
it took me forever
and it doesnt even look that special.
its nice and all
but,
not special


gah.

.............

i just ended watchin aladdin
how nice.
toodles

its been a while since i went fishing.
i like going with my dad.
when he gets better
we will.
his birthday's on 3rd semptember.
hmm.
boyfriends birthday is coming as well.
hmm. =\

i've been listening to a nice song
jason mraz.
haha. again.
here it is


it does have a happy tune.
it makes me smile.

when i walk to places,
ill always take note of the clothes people wear.
for me, you are, what you wear

it is not difficult to look good.
you must know what colors suits u best.
the ones that can never go wrong.
usually it is black, but,
there are one or two other colors which is even better
ones that can really show off your inner beauty
and ones that will help you get noticed by people.
most importantly you should not be overdressed, coz, you'll look too busy.
you just have to know what's the occasion

when you look good,
you feel good.
when that happens you'll walk with confidence.

Takoyaki

it has occured to me
that something might be very wrong with me.
and i should stop complaining.
just move on. try harder.
i must improve.

i, regretfully have become complacent,
thus,
my progress chart in studies has been to
rock bottom.
that is bad.(thats an understatement -.-)
god.
i think ive lost faith in myself.
i really want it back.
i need it.
i dont really know how to retrieve it back
numerous times i feel that people look down on me.
i want to change that impression,
but i simply dont know how to.

sometimes when certain people look at me
i can feel them wondering,
wondering bout what the hell is this girl gonna do when she's grown.

when i was small,
i always knew what i wanted.
i knew what to do, how to do it, and i will get it.
but now im not so sure anymore.
i know what i want.
but i dont know how to get it, when to start.

i know ive wasted three years.
thats a long time to play.
i confess that i have been a time waster.
and i am guilty of being that.

i try,
but its obvious im not trying hard enough

sometimes i feel like im a complete loser.

but i know i should just keep on trying
it is very unlikely of me to pour out what i really feel inside.
but i feel its about time i say it


i would like to share you a limmerick i find quite funny its from Matilda,

An epicure dining at Crewe
Found a rather large mouse in his stew
Cried the waiter, "dont shout!
And wave it about
or the rest might be wanting one too."

i feel bad posting depressing posts for the past few days.
so on a brighter note, i shall post about kittens.
yes, i am guilty of being hopelessly
in love with cats or kittens or tigers.
FELINES ARE LOVE! ^^. (err, i dont usually say these things.)
for those who dont know me, or dont know me
much,
now you know i absolutely love cats.
dont be fooled, these kittens are unfortunately,
not mine. T.T

haha.
being bullied.
so adorable.
i love ginger cats.~

im exhausted
i guess today's english orals went quite well
it has never been much of a problem though
nothing much to blog on.
i ve been receiving bad news and more bad news.
my mind is tired.

jthe good part was i got a 3 from a 6 for my malay
improved .

i should get a 2.~
but for now, i am satisfied.

Fish head Curry

i am tired.


i can think of younger days
when living for my life
was everything a girl could want to do
i could nvr see tomorrow
but i was nvr told about the sorrow.



what makes the world go round?
i guess its different for everyone.

one of my drawings for art..
hmm
so stressed up.
im doing a video.
but i dont know how to start.
garrrrh...............................................................
went to work at mum's cafe for a while
then went home

having bad cramps
erghh

some bitches just dont know how to sit the fuck down.
fuck la, dont get all deep with the v for vendetta shit .
u gt no fucking personality.
ure just a two headed snake fuck face.
just stfd aite.
everyone will be happier

i went to meet my dad in the hospital today,
he had a relapse.
he went to the icu. had an operation
i cant believe he has stroke.
i know he'll be fine.
there's hope.

pa, i still have yet to answer the question u asked me a year ago.
about what ive learnt from you
ive found the answer.
its patience.

all of us are rooting for you,
i love you papa.

papa, i hope you get well soon.
im sure u'll be fine.
i know the hospital's nt a great place.

when you're better
we can go fishing together again.
love you

so adorable ^^
hahah, she was lying that for so long, sleeping at a small corner near a coffeeshop at toa payoh
i was there for a visit to my grandparents house.
this aunty liked my suspenders.
hooray

AND.
I GOT A HAIRCUT AFTER THAT.
=D
not much of a difference.
dont have pictures. but im just glad,
i had a haircut.~~~

i want to go somewhere.
Maldives would be great.

i've been thinking about getting a new haircut.
im so bored with what i have right now
its just long.
and,
u know, body-LESS
i feel so plain jane
aha. and i dont like being plane. its boring

not that im into very LOUD kind of stuff.

i just want to have a new haircut...or hairdo..... *grumbles*
i went to my sisters hairstylist and i was so embarrassed when he looked at my hair
gah.
the worst part i didnt get any haircut.

i want to like curl it, make it big, do red or green highlights. or pink. ahah.
but im still schooling..
motherfucker.

u know it hurts my heart when i see ppl with really gd hairstyles.
i have a feelin that they're scoffing at mine behind my back. pooo
CURSE YOU PPL.!!!!!!!!!!!!

hoo.
toodles~~

wishlist
-get a brilliant haircut
-get aladdin pants
-get a god forsaken mp3. (i soaked my ipod when i was having ninja some time ago T.T IM DYING)