i am in a state of voracity.
sigh.

i want something new to eat.
something gourmet.
something that will give my asian tongue a culture shock.
but it must be pleasing.

haha.

thanks Mr. Watterson.
one of my all time fav strips for C&H

click on it to enlarge.

annoyed

i had a sudden surge of anger.
then it disappeared.
i wonder why.

im watching harry potter.
and i hate realising that our life wont be as exciting as theirs.

thank god for the gloomy weather.
at least its cool.

i shall stop whining then if you insist.

i hope u can read it.

i love calvin and hobbes,
he reminds me of a person i know.
its just odd that i had loads of tiger friends too.

im getting quite attached to this blog of mine.

i want to go for a manicure.

goodbye mon ami
i appreciate u saying fairwell.
ill miss you.

au revoir

what are we to do
when fate brings us
to different avenues that we never wanted,
never hoped for,
never wanted it to be.

what are we to do
when life stops us
from all the dreams we worked for


what are we to do
when time scorns at us again
stubbornly not giving in.

what are we to do
when sadness decides to stay?

what are we to do
when the people we cherish most
decides to bid goodbye.

that is when we cry.

-tiara

whats more divine than having a set of watercolour pencils
with a satisfying range of 48 colours?

a sleeping cat on top of those colour pencils with an added paintbrush.

i saw a dead swallow today
i had a feeling that something is amiss,
i didnt expect to know that itll come so soon.

of course im not being an ass by being superstitious
of a dead black swallow
but, a feeling is somthing that i will never ignore.
and no one should ever overlook their feelings

i remember a snippet of a poem
from a book i read.
"what is gone, is gone"

before this moment
i never understood the gravity of the short phrase.
or the profound meaning of it.

but now, i let myself absorb to those five words.
and the only thing i can do
is to keep moving forward.
and i shall

i wonder, what makes an intresting blog
interesting.


hmm.

so, ive been studying a bit.
chems on monday.
and the following days will be hell.

ive been watching videos of cute munchkin kittens.
and then i moved on to ferrets
my life is so boring currently.
but, IT'LL ALL BE OVER. *sighs*

all the surfing around the internet is makin me sick
at least i learnt a bit of something.
i learnt that there only only twenty white tigers left.
if the source of information is right then,
im freaking out.

i wonder if siberians are getting lesser as well
the last time i heard was, there were less than 200 in the world.
in the world, thats pretty little.
but twenty is just pathetic.
its sad.

i hate myself for not contributing much to saving the animals.
i will do it one day.


and for fucks sake
if the buying stops, the killing can too!

remember, remember
the 5th of november
the gunpowder treason and plot
i know of no reason
why the gunpowder treason
should ever be forgot.

somehow or rather, i have a sinking feeling that
i, can never do up that kind of genius.
it seems so simple but clever.
clever but simple.
either ways, its the same.
i wrote that because november is the month where my o levels end.
hahaa, for no rhyme or reason, i just thought about it.

no matter, i must study now. goodday

the only thing i ate since five hours
is a manggo
at least i ate something

the first thing i said when i reached
that place was,
to see you.
by any luck/chance, i just felt like seeing you again.
and i did
i was so,so happy.
i wanted to hug you.
but i didnt.

you know, you look really nice with the new hair-do.

its five in the morning and all i can think about is
you.
i wonder if you read my blog.
you told me not to miss.
but i cant help it.
im sorry.

i hope you know who im talking about
its been a while since we talked.
i cant wait when everything ends

and that i can see you again
and all that i feel now can end.
and i wont miss anymore

sister bought me an mp4
how fucking awesome is that

I drew that on my hand today.
i like it
if i wasnt muslim, i would permanantly ink it on my hand.
isman likes it. my form tcher gave a slight shake of the head
i dont care la.
ohh, sya likes it too.
and i have ingeniously created a way to not
accidentally wash it away while washing my hands.
lol

i notice that i walk fast when im alone at night.
hmm

i saw a kitty cat tonight
was slim and pretty.

tomorrows momma's b'daaayyyyy
getting her Ben N Jerry's. ^^

Flight

one day i'll fly away,
leave all this to yesterday.

so, today was a long day.
went to school, had extra classes, went for night study
did some work.
walked past the ite against the cool night breeze.
night classes were in progress.
all sorts of ppl attended i think.
young and old.
and i thought about their lives a little bit.
thought about my life.
hummed a little tune
sang a little song

that was when i closed my eyes to think of absolutely nothing
but i couldnt.

i want to be best friends with time,
in time.
but alas, i just cannot.

if you think about it,
how can i be friends with him? or her?
when time itself is God.

A second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, Fourth
there it goes,it goes away
now, all hope is lost.

-done by Tiara[me]

tenga feeling
haha.
so i was told to audition for something tomorrrow.
T.T
too bad i cant. thanks Lawrence
if there's anymore roles to audition for,
ring me.

so, thats it then.
today throat was sore.
tchiah
oh ya, saw shafarie and his sister.
!!!!
^^

lol =D

this is like so long ago,
we were at the airport, my family and my cousins family.wee

my cousins cat.
he is as fluffy as the clouds.
love it.
^^

this year has been eventful
lots of deaths and tears
ive never felt this way.
its odd coz on other years i whine about nth.
and now there's things to be sad about
real things

i cried alot
i feel so lost
i want to run away
from everything.
but i know i shouldnt.

i dont feel important anymore
do you think of me?
i always think of you
but nowadays i feel that ure gg away
am i still beautiful in ur eyes?
i hope so