i love amy. really.

I am sitting here awaiting,

in my mind, I am debating.

                        -tiara aquila

i just got back from a trip from perth.

it was a change of scenery and people. needed some of that.

anyway, the couplet above is about the state of mind i am in now.

i sometimes fight with myself, in my mind.

keeps me on my toes i suppose.

all i can say is i await for love to come.

and i am unsure if it will come at all?

i think there is always that moment of time,

when you feel so strangely alone it sickens you.

the lost of murder

it would be too much of a massive lie to tell you 

that everything is great, wonderful, according to plan.

sometimes, more often than we dare to admit,
we lie.
but lying will not take the guilt away.
even if it was a white lie.
even if it were to hide the painful truth. 

no matter how much we chase for free liberty of speech,

we can never seem to get it.