out and about

so i went out to watch quarantine
with him.
yesterday.
i scared myself shitless. >.<
but the day was great though. very nice.
=]
i bought amy winehouse's album. worth it

ok, everything will be fine.
it will it will.
oh dear.

Mr Destiny 9 and 14

you go back to her
and i go back to black.

what kind of fuckery were we anyway.
nowadays you dont mean dick to me.

okay, so im looking for a job now.
tomorrow will be gg out with saddiq.
gg to be fun then.
i feel. excited.
:)

shit

today i went to work at my mum's place.
for the first time im frustrated bout how shitty my pay is.
i want to go out and work.
im frustrated
so damn frustrated.
it sucks. this sucks.
father doesnt even say thanks whenever i send him anywhere anyway.
mother doesnt too
what am i? servant is it.
i know you guys are my parents but give me a damn break.

gust

i feel like sitting by the sea
on the sand
while the breeze plays with my hair.
in the afternoon.
with my toes dipped into the sand
ill feel the soft coldness at the tips of my toes.
haha
somehow, it makes me happy.
id want company with me.
i have a sudden craving for pizza.
hmm.

i was looking through my old photos
and i had a nostalgic feeling.


i feel happy today.

buttons

nicole is so damn hot.O.o
went to help my mum, shes annoying today.
i like the beat to the song.
and im watching 50 first dates.
such a nice movie.

went to watch madagascar the other day with someone.
its a funny movie. (:
after that went coffeebean.. and we talked bout stuff.
he was great company though.
hmm~~

teach me tonight

i love this song

feel

at this late hour.
my mind cant help but wander around.
if by any chance u read this, its directly for u.
i am still awaiting ur answer
or maybe to be more precise, ur reasons.
i hate to know that after all these while
i have been naive.
naive to the extent of being dissilusioned in to thinking
the impossible.
i guess im exaggerating that its impossible.
there were so many possibilities.
possibilities of scandal, forgetfullness or just plain
childishness.
i dont know wether to scream to the oblivion.
to weep at whats happened
or to just pretend.
and let time do its magic on me.
its like unraveling all ur secrets that u might have hidden away.
difficult to get and hard to endure.

sometimes when my mind abandons me
and i feel like a five year old.
i start weeping.
hoping that maybe a whimper will reach to ur heart.

u shouldnt be gone completely
when i feel so vulnerable.
i know in my heart of hearts that i still harbour
some feelings just for u.

prom

my outfit for prom.

lol

me and edmund! =D [and some malay guy named jumaat.]
'teehee.
edmund so cute.

well. was nominated for prom queen surprisingly.
had fun.
dance shout.
the prom queen was beautiful though.

longing

im still so very sad.

hmm. tomorrow's my prom.
i just read something i shouldnt have.
why'd u have to leave.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i wish ure still here.

always

for you i was a flame

hmm.
i wonder if i was just a five minutes thing.
i hope i wasnt.
didnt feel like it.
i waited quite a while.
and u just decided to leave.
just like that.
its as though uve never knew me.
as though i mean
nothing
to you.

im distraught if u really must know.

after all the chaotic events that has happened
this rounds it all up then.

amy

to know know knoww him
is to love love looove him.
just to see that smile
it makes my life worthwhile..

ive thought long
if u want to let it go.
then fine.
but could u at least spare me
by talking.
or an answer.

Sailor

i saw the sailor again
how can anyone be so immensely sexy
this is the third time.
syar says he is sex on legs
i cannot agree more

pudding

o level's are ending soon.
im not sure if im bloody happy about it.
haha. of course im happy.
ive got a list of things to do

• find myself a job
• get myself a new hairdo
• go out with my friends
• go to a gig perhaps (hmm.)
• go to the botanic gardens
• GET MY FEDORA!!
• go to the zoo
• go out with my cousin
• stay up till there's no tomorrow
• read and read and read and read.
• form a band (perhaps)
• get myself a new soft toy.
• SLEEPOVER at my house with my friend ^.^
• MORE SLEEPOVERS... jaahahaa.
• work, work.... sigh
  
  thats all