i saw a dead swallow today
i had a feeling that something is amiss,
i didnt expect to know that itll come so soon.

of course im not being an ass by being superstitious
of a dead black swallow
but, a feeling is somthing that i will never ignore.
and no one should ever overlook their feelings

i remember a snippet of a poem
from a book i read.
"what is gone, is gone"

before this moment
i never understood the gravity of the short phrase.
or the profound meaning of it.

but now, i let myself absorb to those five words.
and the only thing i can do
is to keep moving forward.
and i shall