talk is cheap

how quiet, one person, two persons, can be?
when words from mouth is charged by fee.
-tiara

seriously though.
bye.

freeestylin'

da shizzle yo.
seriously, u got time u watch aite. good.

birthday has come and gone
had such a good time
thanks to E36D., they made my b-day into a good one.! ^^
hoorays,
to balqis for the presents.
and to my two boy buddies for the hugs and kisses

yey

my buddies. Doraemon is missing. Balqis i mean.
honestly i go to school to see them.
they make me laugh.
The guy with the Fedora and geeky specs is Fuad.
haha, baby huey lah he.
the other guy is Ayieee. the green eyed monster. elle ohh elle.
their fun to be around with. and they treat me like im a guy.
ish. but heck lah. their great.

senyom

apparently i went my first break with my classmates.*beams*
i am trying to continue this. at least.
we did a ladybug origami in class.
im happy i almost got it right coz the instructions were not suppose to be clear
that sort of thing.
b'day is coming. monday. ^^ joy

persona

we've never met,not once before
but we've talked, so much, till 4.
it makes one grin, one smile, one feel
how a stranger gives, so much, appeal.
-tiara

it helps to talk to someone new
time and again.
its two a.m. and ive got to rise at six thirty.
*claps*

stronger than moi

stellar. two thumbs up for the leading lady.

about me

neither am i sweet nor am i lovely.
neither am i gentle nor am i polite.
i curse like the next annoying girl you see.
i drink like tomorrow wont ever come.
i smoke my life away .
doesnt matter anymore

where's my mind

i'll tell you what i've done
but i wont tell you whats been on my mind
find me a place in your feeling brain
then perhaps ill give you wine.

oh love

an ending fitting for the start
you twist and tore our love apart.

oh boy

no you got the wrong way round,
you shut me out and try to blame it on the brown

oh hell.

being drunk in school is completely fucked.
to whoever who helped, a million thanks.
all i can remember was being miserable.
my guardian angel helped me home.
thanks fifit, im such a fucked up lil sister.
i love whoever who helped, whoever who was worried, whoever who gave me missed calls.
whoever who cared.

up in smoke

internet is back at home..at last.
i have made a goal, to make friends with someone in class.
by the end of the month, wish me luck love. *crosses fingers*
I've not been writing much nowadays, I've not been feeling much either
not been thinking much too.
brain juices are almost gone. been sick a lot.
been worried a lot.

i miss three things, Sya, Fathin and the times we've spent together
*cries*

you could change your life, d'you think you'd change their minds?
think about it.