plot.

after thinking or to be more precise reacting to what have happened about a month ago,
i am not tired of crying for you,
not tired of thinking about you,
not tired of dreaming of you.

i am sad, i feel hopeless. but i dont care.
the only thing i will do now is wait.
wait for the oppurtunity to talk to you
and to finally know the truth.

till then i will wait.
forever if i must.

leave

why is it that im still so sad.
why.
why wont u talk to me anymore.
u said ud be there
but ure not

_

sigh.
i always ruin everything dont i.

Rubberbands

i would give you all
yes i'd swear id spend it all
if you tell me that you love me
your heart still sings for me.

-tiara

Something i thought of while i was waiting for the bus.
i saw a young man at the back of a lorry
with a nice pink hat
with the word PARADISE on it.
in a way it effected me a little.
it left me an impression that he has been to paradise.
coz he was grinninng when i saw him. haha

Neeeeed.

so i was like reading someone else's blog
and it was some guy who'se head over heels over his girlfriend
like, TOTALLY. lol. in a non sickening kinda way ya noe.
its all so very cheesy. but somehow i kinda like a bit of the cheesy-ness.
the never ending proclamation of undying love. haha.
its so cute.. and hey, if i was the girl id feel happy. ecstatic? nah. not really
id feel happy, really happy.
its like knowing that ure loved. and its in the internet and all.
like everyone knows.... and you know.. and some stalker knows.. lol.

i miss feeling that way.
to feel loved, not by your family. by someone special.
now i sound cheesy. ~ oh well. bye.

Sun

my hours are slumberless.

dearest the shadows i've lived with are numberless.

angels have no thought.

of ever returning you. would they be angry

if i thought of joining you.

Hmm

a friend gave me a really good song
called johari window, its by a local band.
really good.
really really good.

so i was watchin wicked aura today, after work la.
went to town with sis for her haircut.
i just love the passion they bring out from their music.
its fantastic.
i actually started dancing at the bus stop coz the beats were groovy.
its just so natural.

im glad that at least in this city there's a small group who strive for their passion.
makes me happy, makes me smile

Tingle

i stayed home all day today.
i cant find the full moon.
hmm. the frogs are singin again.
i wont mind if it rains tonight.
get a good night sleep, then im off to work.
i cant wait to get some money.
i want to buy something that ive been eyeing on for so long
then i can continue to pursue the one thing ive been longing for.
hmm.

Couture

so today was my second day at coffeebean.
its great.
i know how to do all the ice blend and stuff.
so far i only met one of my school friends
or maybe aquaintance.
ha.
so, i am slightly tired. just slightly.
starting early tmrw.
i feel like listenin to bob marley.
bye.

kopi [coffee]

today first day work at outlet
quite fun la.
made friends. nice place.

i miss you la.

Tadah

i've got this tingly feeling in my heart again. =D

Poof

lol.
i was like tryin to get a pic.
and i accidentally clicked.
so i went ouuuuut today
it was greeeaaat.
^^

heard the ben n jerry thing sucked.
too bad.
rainy day. but everythin was gd
company was awesome.

Drive

we talked about life
and knows of its sorrows.
we talked about love
and the straight and narrow
we talked about sex and a bit of fame
and now you just left me here
all alone again

now you drive, drive, drive
drinking all your life away
talked of nothing else but yourself
leaving your throat dry again all day

drive,drive, drive
wasting your time, thoughts in mind
leave me all alone again this time
like a cat that's left behind.

-tiara

its a song i wrote a long time ago.
life has been good.
im excited.
im gg out tomorrowwwwwww. =)

Drunkard

you jumped around,
hopped around,
with your own bare feet.

now you walk away,
skip away,
helped urself with treats.

you bagged the gin,
you stole the wine
what a little swine.

now you see white stars
on monkey bars
then off you went to planet Mars.

-tiara

somethin i thought of apparently
doesnt make much sense
but whatever.

goes on and on

so its five minutes to three in the morning on the the 3rd of december.
and i am bored
im supposed to send father to physiotherapy later
social life has been pleasant :)
hooray to that.

and i have, at last. found a job.
coffeebean. westmall.
whoever reads my blog can drop by.
so ive been listening to i want you to want me by letters to cleo.
damn. love it. its a cover by cheap trick.
listen to it.

c

MAU

HAHAHAA. EFFIN CUTE AINT IT.
sucha fluff.
wanna cuddle it. <3