i am in pain.
ive been wondering bout what i might lose.
or what im about to lose.
its something that i want so much
i feel uneasy.
i want saturday to come, and i want it over.
and after its over,
id want someone to hug.
it wont take the pain, or the feeling of lost away,
but i know itll make me feel better.

itll make me feel better.

what im talking about is how i really feel,
right now.

i still remember the exact words.
"ive got something important to tell you'
and when i heard the news,
everything that ive dreamt off,
everything i wanted,
just vanished.

and then, life goes on.