beginning

 

from beauty and the beast.

I could walk with you;

walk a mile, with you.

But there are some things, you wont let me do.

Like loving you,

or kissing you.

Or those sweet things, young lover's do. 

I walk around,

with a sad lil' frown,

thinking of ways for this love to come true.

But the sad truth is,

I'd never feel love's bliss

for your heart was never mine to start with.

                                                                               -Tiara

wishful thinking

from www.postsecret.blogspot.com 

A person can have many, probably hundreds of i want to's....
like,
i want to be smarter.
i want to be better than her/him.
i want to be more interesting.
i want to be beautiful.
i want to be noticed by the one i love.
i want to be perfect.
i want to be special
the list will go on and on..  it will go on forever if one never learns to stop
and ask, how can I make things better? how can i make ME work?
and how is it that everyone else seems to be having an easier time being great besides me?
we probably feel terrible about ourselves all the time.
feeling dejected beyond words, we stop believing in ourselves. we feel like nothing.
but please remember that the only thing that is stopping you from flying is
                                                                 you.

me with a pretty little parrot.

i love amy. really.

I am sitting here awaiting,

in my mind, I am debating.

                        -tiara aquila

i just got back from a trip from perth.

it was a change of scenery and people. needed some of that.

anyway, the couplet above is about the state of mind i am in now.

i sometimes fight with myself, in my mind.

keeps me on my toes i suppose.

all i can say is i await for love to come.

and i am unsure if it will come at all?

i think there is always that moment of time,

when you feel so strangely alone it sickens you.

the lost of murder

it would be too much of a massive lie to tell you 

that everything is great, wonderful, according to plan.

sometimes, more often than we dare to admit,
we lie.
but lying will not take the guilt away.
even if it was a white lie.
even if it were to hide the painful truth. 

no matter how much we chase for free liberty of speech,

we can never seem to get it.

distraught.

we're unsure of many things
life,has just too many stings.

again, you feel the pain inside

you'd want to run, to fly, to hide.

you think, you thought, you've seen it all.
but then, alas, you trip and fall.

                                                 -tiara

 thats all i can say

coz' i am in dismay.

To write my book

taken from www.deviantart.com

the longest hiatus i have taken in my blog,

sorry .

just so you know, im planning to write a book.

yes my very own book.

it will be poem based . its going to be called,

         "One less lonely girl "

no publisher whatsoever, just creating one from scratch. 

giving myself till the end of the year to finish it! 

shall show progress to all of you!

here is a couplet, just for you

i would go through any pain,

just to see you smile again.

- Tiara 

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