Back

hello everyone. it has been quite a while since i wrote anything new here. in my mind, i am dancing with much glee, noting that quite a number of you appreciate what i wrote before this post. 

its 3.11 a.m in the morning and here i am again,
feeling this adrenaline rush to write about individuality.


here it goes.

You may be different in one place,
dont let yourself feel so much disgrace.

your character, is like a gem,
it makes you,you. dont change for them.

a Diamond in the rough , you are.

fret not, you are the brightest star.

                               - tiara

i write about this coz' people have always told me that i am aloof and different.

i think people, some people, don't really like those who stand out. 
and they do not seem to like inconsistency, even in character.
i don't really care about them anymore.

i know that you, in some part of your life have felt like u could never belong.

but, it's really okay,  somewhere, someone will understand you. 

Be Right Back.

i had an inspiration on what to write about.
it came around 3.15 in the morning,funny how my mind starts working at this hour.
its about how, one shouldn't despair when your lover, mother, father, sister, bestfriend is away or is gone.
somehow, their still there. always.
here it goes,


When the light that shone, has gone,
you would feel you're all alone.


there is nothing much to fear,
Coz' you're brave enough my dear.


In you're heart you'd feel the light,
it will  guide you through the night.


and you'd feel that love once more
the love from someone you adore.

                             -tiara

i am pretty happy with this one.
i hope you like it, whoever you are.

Get on My horse

hi. i have spent hours sitting here, staring at Amy's picture.
wondering what to write about.

No words comes out my head;

even now i feel much dread.

the words i think was lost, in time.

their all worth more than just a dime.

thinking much around this hour, 

even the milk i got went sour.

                     -tiara

 thanks fauzi. haha. my friend told me to write how frustrated i am that i can't seem to have any inspiration. i hope it doesn't sound as ridiculous as i feel it is. but it was fun writing it anyways.

puppets

hello. 

my life is currently monotonous

except the part where love brightens up my day

each time i meet him.

i am pleased to see the amount of followers my blog has accumulated.
its sort of a celebration in my head.
the last day of school, my sister is graduating.
she cried the other day coz she claims she will miss her friends.
i suppose they'd meet each other again in the near future.
........................

i desire to feel a strong emotion but i cant seem to feel it.
its like i want to do skydiving, or fly a plane.
i want an adrenaline rush, or deep sadness for something.
i want something to happen.
i think my adventure senses are tingling, i suppose everyone feels it from time to time.
but i wonder whats the craziest thing any of you had done.

beauty

hello beautiful.

everyone knows creep by radiohead.

right?
was listening to it this morning
and a rush of nostalgia came over me.
i remember i used to feel that i am not as special as i desire to be.
i think everyone feels the same way too.
but the thing I've found out, this may sound as cheesy as it can be,
is that everyone is special. it depends on how you look at yourself in the mirror.

"I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand"

-Sting

Holding hands

hello. sorry for being absent for awhile.
i have been busy.


i just did some animation.
i think i kind of like it.
though halfway through,
i had the most strongest desire,
to tear my hair out.
sometimes, i wonder if i would rather become
a housewife,
worrying about whats for dinner
or being an animator,
worrying about handing in projects on time.

i love you more each day..

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new year

its a new, year.

happy new year to you,
yes you.

i have a short list,
one that shouldn't be missed.

This list is a friend,
for those in the bend.

for those, who aren't leading their lives straight
for those, who seems to always be late.

a list that would, turn you anew,
a list i made, just for you.
- tiara.

somehow i know that people usually make lists of resolutions on the start of a fresh year.
its either written or in their minds.
i usually have resolutions in my mind. but it never works im afraid.
i have decided to write them all in a list.
the most basic thing, a checklist.
and may i have all the luck i could conjure to achieve them.
and may you have all the luck too.