beauty

hello beautiful.

everyone knows creep by radiohead.

right?
was listening to it this morning
and a rush of nostalgia came over me.
i remember i used to feel that i am not as special as i desire to be.
i think everyone feels the same way too.
but the thing I've found out, this may sound as cheesy as it can be,
is that everyone is special. it depends on how you look at yourself in the mirror.

"I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand"

-Sting

Holding hands

hello. sorry for being absent for awhile.
i have been busy.


i just did some animation.
i think i kind of like it.
though halfway through,
i had the most strongest desire,
to tear my hair out.
sometimes, i wonder if i would rather become
a housewife,
worrying about whats for dinner
or being an animator,
worrying about handing in projects on time.

i love you more each day..

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new year

its a new, year.

happy new year to you,
yes you.

i have a short list,
one that shouldn't be missed.

This list is a friend,
for those in the bend.

for those, who aren't leading their lives straight
for those, who seems to always be late.

a list that would, turn you anew,
a list i made, just for you.
- tiara.

somehow i know that people usually make lists of resolutions on the start of a fresh year.
its either written or in their minds.
i usually have resolutions in my mind. but it never works im afraid.
i have decided to write them all in a list.
the most basic thing, a checklist.
and may i have all the luck i could conjure to achieve them.
and may you have all the luck too.

Pete

22nd December,
my first day with my 2nd hand guitar [thanks love]
i shall call him Pete.
i plan to write my progress in a lovely new notebook.
it starts now then.


*smiles*

bus ride

i had a very nice bus ride today
though it was filled to the brim with people,
and my legs were dying,
i personally like the bus driver.
i dont think he is sane, he has an interesting way of driving.
it seems that when he turns the steering wheel,
he moves his hands as though he is doing tai-chee
or making prata.
he doesnt smile much but i think he is very good with his job.
no sudden jerks and a very smooth + fast driving.
i applaud his skill of "bus driving"

and yes, i have decided to change.

pete pete pete

watch it. i feel much for this.

thoughts

Sometimes i feel like losing myself to the illusions of a good book.

more often than you like it to be, things wont ever go the way you will it to.
and its rare when you manage to fully submerge yourself in the land of dreams.
because reality just pulls you back.
and when you look around, its still the same old white, square room you were in before.
then disappointment sinks in.
but it really is up to you, let life play you or
you play your own game.