plot.

after thinking or to be more precise reacting to what have happened about a month ago,
i am not tired of crying for you,
not tired of thinking about you,
not tired of dreaming of you.

i am sad, i feel hopeless. but i dont care.
the only thing i will do now is wait.
wait for the oppurtunity to talk to you
and to finally know the truth.

till then i will wait.
forever if i must.

leave

why is it that im still so sad.
why.
why wont u talk to me anymore.
u said ud be there
but ure not

_

sigh.
i always ruin everything dont i.

Rubberbands

i would give you all
yes i'd swear id spend it all
if you tell me that you love me
your heart still sings for me.

-tiara

Something i thought of while i was waiting for the bus.
i saw a young man at the back of a lorry
with a nice pink hat
with the word PARADISE on it.
in a way it effected me a little.
it left me an impression that he has been to paradise.
coz he was grinninng when i saw him. haha

Neeeeed.

so i was like reading someone else's blog
and it was some guy who'se head over heels over his girlfriend
like, TOTALLY. lol. in a non sickening kinda way ya noe.
its all so very cheesy. but somehow i kinda like a bit of the cheesy-ness.
the never ending proclamation of undying love. haha.
its so cute.. and hey, if i was the girl id feel happy. ecstatic? nah. not really
id feel happy, really happy.
its like knowing that ure loved. and its in the internet and all.
like everyone knows.... and you know.. and some stalker knows.. lol.

i miss feeling that way.
to feel loved, not by your family. by someone special.
now i sound cheesy. ~ oh well. bye.

Sun

my hours are slumberless.

dearest the shadows i've lived with are numberless.

angels have no thought.

of ever returning you. would they be angry

if i thought of joining you.

Hmm

a friend gave me a really good song
called johari window, its by a local band.
really good.
really really good.

so i was watchin wicked aura today, after work la.
went to town with sis for her haircut.
i just love the passion they bring out from their music.
its fantastic.
i actually started dancing at the bus stop coz the beats were groovy.
its just so natural.

im glad that at least in this city there's a small group who strive for their passion.
makes me happy, makes me smile