the lost of murder

it would be too much of a massive lie to tell you 

that everything is great, wonderful, according to plan.

sometimes, more often than we dare to admit,
we lie.
but lying will not take the guilt away.
even if it was a white lie.
even if it were to hide the painful truth. 

no matter how much we chase for free liberty of speech,

we can never seem to get it.

distraught.

we're unsure of many things
life,has just too many stings.

again, you feel the pain inside

you'd want to run, to fly, to hide.

you think, you thought, you've seen it all.
but then, alas, you trip and fall.

                                                 -tiara

 thats all i can say

coz' i am in dismay.

To write my book

taken from www.deviantart.com

the longest hiatus i have taken in my blog,

sorry .

just so you know, im planning to write a book.

yes my very own book.

it will be poem based . its going to be called,

         "One less lonely girl "

no publisher whatsoever, just creating one from scratch. 

giving myself till the end of the year to finish it! 

shall show progress to all of you!

here is a couplet, just for you

i would go through any pain,

just to see you smile again.

- Tiara 

F-ather | F-inding myself

drifting

www.postsecret.blogspot.com

everyone regrets.
right?
 i regret the times when i do things without thinking
and i hurt people whom i care about.

i'm sorry

wishes

got this from http://postsecret.blogspot.com/ .

i feel exactly the same way.

whenever i perform, i feel, free. 

what an enormously satisfying feeling.

i went for an audition and sadly did not make it through the last round. but somehow, i will never give up my dreams. that's when i start to write again, hope you enjoy it whoever you are!

you may have failed once, or twice,

remember, life is not that nice.

you cry, you whine, you get so mad, 

fret not coz' failing's not so bad.

you just need to work a wee' bit more,

coz life has much for you in store!

                                              - Tiara Aquila

its my birthday today and i would like to

thank everyone that remembered and cared enough to wish me.

i know i don't usually say much

but i do appreciate everyone's presence in my life

and i pray that all off you have many happy days in life!

tiara and LuL

this is me and LuL.
He first saw me when i was sitting down on the floor,
smoking. if i could remember correctly that day i was
depressed on something, so i was alone.
im glad he saw me. 

i love that im in love with him now.
and he loves me too.