F-ather | F-inding myself

drifting

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everyone regrets.
right?
 i regret the times when i do things without thinking
and i hurt people whom i care about.

i'm sorry

wishes

got this from http://postsecret.blogspot.com/ .

i feel exactly the same way.

whenever i perform, i feel, free. 

what an enormously satisfying feeling.

i went for an audition and sadly did not make it through the last round. but somehow, i will never give up my dreams. that's when i start to write again, hope you enjoy it whoever you are!

you may have failed once, or twice,

remember, life is not that nice.

you cry, you whine, you get so mad, 

fret not coz' failing's not so bad.

you just need to work a wee' bit more,

coz life has much for you in store!

                                              - Tiara Aquila

its my birthday today and i would like to

thank everyone that remembered and cared enough to wish me.

i know i don't usually say much

but i do appreciate everyone's presence in my life

and i pray that all off you have many happy days in life!

tiara and LuL

this is me and LuL.
He first saw me when i was sitting down on the floor,
smoking. if i could remember correctly that day i was
depressed on something, so i was alone.
im glad he saw me. 

i love that im in love with him now.
and he loves me too.

ideas/secret

 

-taken from postsecret.com

In this mind, there is an idea.

and ideas are bulletproof.

      

this phrase is taken from V for Vendetta.
i do not know how many people would agree with this statement, 
but i think that it is an apt statement when someone believes in something.
ideas would never die, hope could never be gone if we choose it.
faith would never be lost if we never stop believing.
the statement is something i live by, whenever i remember it,
i feel liberated.
thus, i share it with you just in the hopes of you being liberated too.

 

ticking

hello. March has passed
and i scarcely notice it went by.
a couple of months ago i said i wanted to do something different.
so, i went to catch a movie all by myself.

i know its not such a big deal.
it was a bit nerve wrecking and awkward.
i was also horrified when the movie i went to watch,
had gore in it and i almost went out halfway.
it felt really different and i think id like to do something different again.

i miss my friends.all of them.

Back

hello everyone. it has been quite a while since i wrote anything new here. in my mind, i am dancing with much glee, noting that quite a number of you appreciate what i wrote before this post. 

its 3.11 a.m in the morning and here i am again,
feeling this adrenaline rush to write about individuality.


here it goes.

You may be different in one place,
dont let yourself feel so much disgrace.

your character, is like a gem,
it makes you,you. dont change for them.

a Diamond in the rough , you are.

fret not, you are the brightest star.

                               - tiara

i write about this coz' people have always told me that i am aloof and different.

i think people, some people, don't really like those who stand out. 
and they do not seem to like inconsistency, even in character.
i don't really care about them anymore.

i know that you, in some part of your life have felt like u could never belong.

but, it's really okay,  somewhere, someone will understand you.