tiara and LuL

this is me and LuL.
He first saw me when i was sitting down on the floor,
smoking. if i could remember correctly that day i was
depressed on something, so i was alone.
im glad he saw me. 

i love that im in love with him now.
and he loves me too.

ideas/secret

 

-taken from postsecret.com

In this mind, there is an idea.

and ideas are bulletproof.

      

this phrase is taken from V for Vendetta.
i do not know how many people would agree with this statement, 
but i think that it is an apt statement when someone believes in something.
ideas would never die, hope could never be gone if we choose it.
faith would never be lost if we never stop believing.
the statement is something i live by, whenever i remember it,
i feel liberated.
thus, i share it with you just in the hopes of you being liberated too.

 

ticking

hello. March has passed
and i scarcely notice it went by.
a couple of months ago i said i wanted to do something different.
so, i went to catch a movie all by myself.

i know its not such a big deal.
it was a bit nerve wrecking and awkward.
i was also horrified when the movie i went to watch,
had gore in it and i almost went out halfway.
it felt really different and i think id like to do something different again.

i miss my friends.all of them.

Back

hello everyone. it has been quite a while since i wrote anything new here. in my mind, i am dancing with much glee, noting that quite a number of you appreciate what i wrote before this post. 

its 3.11 a.m in the morning and here i am again,
feeling this adrenaline rush to write about individuality.


here it goes.

You may be different in one place,
dont let yourself feel so much disgrace.

your character, is like a gem,
it makes you,you. dont change for them.

a Diamond in the rough , you are.

fret not, you are the brightest star.

                               - tiara

i write about this coz' people have always told me that i am aloof and different.

i think people, some people, don't really like those who stand out. 
and they do not seem to like inconsistency, even in character.
i don't really care about them anymore.

i know that you, in some part of your life have felt like u could never belong.

but, it's really okay,  somewhere, someone will understand you. 

Be Right Back.

i had an inspiration on what to write about.
it came around 3.15 in the morning,funny how my mind starts working at this hour.
its about how, one shouldn't despair when your lover, mother, father, sister, bestfriend is away or is gone.
somehow, their still there. always.
here it goes,


When the light that shone, has gone,
you would feel you're all alone.


there is nothing much to fear,
Coz' you're brave enough my dear.


In you're heart you'd feel the light,
it will  guide you through the night.


and you'd feel that love once more
the love from someone you adore.

                             -tiara

i am pretty happy with this one.
i hope you like it, whoever you are.

Get on My horse

hi. i have spent hours sitting here, staring at Amy's picture.
wondering what to write about.

No words comes out my head;

even now i feel much dread.

the words i think was lost, in time.

their all worth more than just a dime.

thinking much around this hour, 

even the milk i got went sour.

                     -tiara

 thanks fauzi. haha. my friend told me to write how frustrated i am that i can't seem to have any inspiration. i hope it doesn't sound as ridiculous as i feel it is. but it was fun writing it anyways.

puppets

hello. 

my life is currently monotonous

except the part where love brightens up my day

each time i meet him.

i am pleased to see the amount of followers my blog has accumulated.
its sort of a celebration in my head.
the last day of school, my sister is graduating.
she cried the other day coz she claims she will miss her friends.
i suppose they'd meet each other again in the near future.
........................

i desire to feel a strong emotion but i cant seem to feel it.
its like i want to do skydiving, or fly a plane.
i want an adrenaline rush, or deep sadness for something.
i want something to happen.
i think my adventure senses are tingling, i suppose everyone feels it from time to time.
but i wonder whats the craziest thing any of you had done.