bye

all the filled up nights
all the deranged thoughts
somehow it was not worth it,
not worth it at all.

-tiara

hi

sometimes i just wanna get the fuck out of this world.





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What i did today

for a change, i shall write what i did today.

i woke up, at 11 a.m and i realised that my manager text me at about ten in the morning.
the msg read, " Tiara, what time are you supposed to replacee Syairah?"
i replied him saying that "im replacing her at 12 coz Ros told me too."
he said "Ok"
i squirmed in bed and brainwashed myself to rise.
when i finally did i went to have a shower
didnt wash my hair coz i was running late.
i said bye to parents and grandma
and stuffed my lunch in my brown bag.which is square-like.
with a one sided ponytail, i half rushed to work
i saw the Asthma guy with his gf. im glad he has one.
they seem really happy and he looks much healthier the time when i was with him.
or hanging around with him.
so work was normal, a guy named Angelo was extra friendly
and he pronounced my name with an extra effort
" god thats hard to pronounce!" he exclaimed.
and he half grinned at me and went off to collect his caramel ice blend
with whip.
i met a scientist today.his name was Edwin or edward.
i cant remember, but it has an E.
he kept on saying thank u to me, he ordered a regular Cafe latte.
i made it and he said fabulous.
i love that kind of customer.
the latte wasnt "fabulous", he's just very polite.bless him.
then my handsome colleague came. and now i cant remember much after that
coz it was busy
and i took a long time to clean up the cake fridge.
i semi cried this evening coz i miss Syairah. and im upset she quit.
oh well.
i went home with 2 almond biscotti given by Sheik
and i waved bye-bye to all my colleagues and they said bye back
went home and ate Pizza hut.
now i'm here.
Good morning.~

?

what do you do with a shattered heart?
answer me.
anything.

1.30 a.m.

dont play with the heart,
it rarely gets better.
you ate up her love,
on a silver platter.
you spat it back out,
now it is shattered.

-tiara

<3

i'm in love with two men,their name's are
Ben & Jerry.

i shall go dempsey hill on valentines day
which nick calls single awareness day.
har-har.
gonna eat my belgium waffles witth choc sauce
and peanutbutter puffs.
and get peanut buttercup lip balm.
ooo. =O

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apparantly there's this guy at cineleisure who sings
at "im not sure what its called" but
its in front of KFC.
i fell in love with him for a second or two.
sighhhhh~~
good voice. he sang hey jude.

kit kat

im gorging down on kit kat chunky.
its making me fell happier.

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i was a drunk superhuman.
i couldnt walk straight.
i saw ah lians giggling.
i grabbed them with my hand and threw them both aside.
they disgust me.

i went in the train.
kept on falling, hitting the floor with my face.
an indian man wanted to rape me
suddenly his tongue fell off.
he let me go

i was a lucky drunk superhuman

and then i start running.

-for the anonymous person who asked where i work, its at coffeebean westmall.