slight change

pursed lips.

i got bangs now.

what more, what more.

feelings

i am no one

am against the sun.

life is just too much,

to be in love and such.

why'd pick a flower,

when it'll fade after the hour.

when its all gone,

you're then left all alone.

-tiara

children

ive forgotten all of young love's joy
feel like a lady
and you, my ladyboy.

deckchairs and cigarrettes

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,

but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.

We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,

gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others

luf

why is it that in such a way,
i hunger for love still,
even after I've felt love's pain.
when i feel love,
i go around looking for it so hard
trying to find it.
to experience magic again.- tiara

i remembered a line from a movie, cant remember it particularly.
but a girl said this, 'love is the closest thing we have to magic'
that is why its so very special to us.

I went to ECP's skatepark with the usual guys.
was fun, im very shagged.
very very
but it was a fun and new experience.

Life

when life seems too tired,
smile.
when your heart aches
smile.
when u've run out of everything
smile.
then look in to the mirror and say
you'll pull through.
and you will. - tiara

i feel all the horrible things one can feel.
i feel as much as the other girl.

Aching heart

See the pyramids along the Nile,
watch the sunrise on a Tropic Isle
Just remember darling all the while
you belong to me

See the marketplace in old Algiers
send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
you belong to me.

as of now, i want to smoke it all away.

Just like Heaven

show me how you do that trick,
the one that makes me scream,
the one that makes me laugh.

show me how you do it,
and i promise you ,
i'd promise that
i'd run away with you
id run away with you.

whisper

i have a secret.
but i dont think its wise for you to know yet.
i dont mind being miserable (emo seh tiara.. haha )
its matters of the heart if u really must know.
cheesy cheesy cheesy... ~~

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ive got a restless desire for something better.
a better life? a better poem? a better character? a better future?
it goes... on and on and onn.. but you wouldnt care.
because you've got your own problems,
your own life.
your own world.
your own love.
share it with me. because i feel that ive got so little.
and that you've got much more.

i cant seem to write anything anymore.
why?